Just straight up alone
If you are jus curious to what I have to say and just being knewsy stop reading this now….
Ok now if the people that Do care but sometimes cant handle the truth, you should stop reading now too…
Alot has changed in these past couple of months. About 3 months ago the love of my life randomly kicked me outta the house…It was real grimy the way it all went down…i come home and BAMM! im out on kensington ave wit a change of cloths a wash rag and muh toothbrush that she quickly gave me in a bag , without a dime or a pot to piss in… I slept on kensington ave for about a week even in the rain hoping that she would wanna talk and work things out but apparently it was more deeper then i thought like she never even came to check to see if i was ok. I litarrly Cryed every night I was out there feeling UNwanted , UNloved and jus straight up alone yo. I was So fucking hungry by the 3rd day i was picking up chip bags that kids threw away on the DL tip and eating what was left.By like the 6th day i wasnt so upset jus deppressed and jus baffled by the whole situation.
I was so caught up with my thoughts and worrys that my job at mcdonalds told me to jus stay in the back on the grill . I didnt have newere to go and no way to get back to work even if i did go newere so I saw a cemetary close by and jus rested my head and went to work for the next couple of days….
I ran into my best freind and he looked out wit a shower n shyt and we went out that night…That same night I meet my freinds weed connect and we ended up talking for awhile after we meet and i told him about my situation so He told me to take his number and to call him later on on the late night tip. I knew what it was hittin for but fuck i was thinking I needed the money but i also knew it wouldnt be a smart move… hey if you are in the position that i was in it can feel like its eat and survive ne means necessary….
TO BE CONTINUED…
September 18th, 2008 at 9:14 am
I love you….I feel for you… and I’m wit you …..call me..